Hi littlecloud!I will try for you but remember I can be wrong.
He feels you are the perfect girlfriend that he dreams of he want to make the right dicesion about it, if he is your friend he want to make a dicesion to make you his girlfriend if he is your lover then he want to make his wife.
I think he feel to make a dicesion to take this relationship to next level than current level,He feels he want to go ahead.
If he did not tell you about it yet then he want to speak/conversation with you about it.
Hope its make sense!😃